Racing Thoughts

You’d lose it tryanna read me my mind is too deep for just one look but gets overlooked everyday. If i was simple in the mind everything would be fine but i can only imagine what that feels like. I can smoke away the pain but can’t smoke away the memories you abandoned me with, no smooth sailing just a sinking ship take away my soul if you must take it all, i wont stop you. I’m already half dead and you took my heart ended me before i could feel the aftermath one day you was my saving grace but today you was one of my never ending pain i had to end. I’m in this hell i don’t want to live in i smoke some more to sober up, lonely days are the worst days i OD till i elevate up up and away that’s where I’m destined to stay. Melancholy has become my dear friend a filled room never felt so empty, i can’t feel love this emotionless body got me feeling everything but love why is that ? ⁃ Rica