I'm eating now
Wow.
I am seeing in bright technicolour.
They say that food is made with a heaping portion of love. Maybe that was what was missing in the past.
I'm eating now.
I no longer fast.
I no longer surpress,
just so I can bear my body to be seen in that dress.
I'm eating now.
I smile while I eat.
I savour the flavours of those heaping portions of love.
I look at the digits the scales blink back at me and am overjoyed they no longer haunt me like a ghost.