Why is FACE a vital platform for academics?
FACE has given me the conviction to use my voice and the language to affirm my position within Higher Education. Engaging my colleagues in the importance of voting for a more diverse GFF trustee board has been one of many ways I’ve asserted my opinions.
In the past, I would have felt reticent to broach a conversation such as “C’mon guys we need to vote Black academics to the table.” But now I hear myself say “Greater numbers of Black academics round the table is a must. It needs to happen.” The adoption of active language has had to be learned in a collegiate environment. I have recognised that we all need to use the active, whatever environment we are in.
What have you learned about yourself?
FACE has been a hugely empowering experience for me. At meetings we share the policies and practices of our various academic institutions that have traditionally oxygenated structural racism. We can see patterns. And now that we have spent time unpacking our own internalised experiences of racism in academia, we can see how we have shrunk ourselves to fit.
I’m managing the busiest degree in the University in fact I manage four degrees. With all the issues these entail, as well as negotiating a universal system that is biased and racist, I have my work cut out. I am very busy, but as a woman of colour, I’m also performing extra emotional labour. For instance, I have always self-edited in case I might come across as demanding or awkward.
It’s an example of the way that as Black academics we have internalised racism. In fact, for many years a key motivation for me was not wanting to be that difficult Black person in the room. It’s easy to see how historical and current environments encourage Black academics to self-sabotage. Extrapolate that across the country and it is no wonder that the figures for Black leadership and progression within education, are so poor.
There has to be some innovative thinking. My concern right now is the impact of Covid on education, specifically the progression and retention of Black and Brown creatives and academics. We know this group are being disproportionately affected by the epidemic through health and other deprivations. I am currently on the working group for the Race Equality Charter at my institution and we expect a drop in applications from Black students as a result. Where are the initiatives to prevent further inequalities from playing out? Why is this not being discussed with a critical voice right now? This is what Solent's REC aims to resolve.
Many of us have been attending EDI meetings and we are asking our white colleagues to consider structural racism and the advantages that have been built into the system for them as a result of white-centred leadership. But we need more tools. It’s painful for us all that institutions are lacking in resources and training to dismantle racism. Leaders need to implement dynamic ideas and actions now.