Dissertation Funeral

  • Megan Fry

Many have traumatic memories associated with the act of writing a dissertation and tend to focus on how frustrating, overwhelming and time-consuming the process was, rather than the positive lessons for growth that came from the experience - such as learning about a new topic or discovering a new career direction. Having completed my dissertation and witnessed the effect it had made on my mental health, I decided it was time to move on. Initially, I had thought of accumulating all of the notes, documents, scribbles, and the many packets of biscuits to scan and create a publication from. However, by visualising the feelings associated with these objects, I found this brought them back rather than letting go. Instead, I threw a funeral for the dissertation. Usually at these services those who wish to say goodbye to the deceased attend and express their memories. While this can be an upsetting event, attendees often feel relieved as it allows them to focus their grievance on the good times and what they will treasure, compared to their loss. By throwing a dissertation funeral, my aim was to help fellow peers with the process of reflection as they became more focused on what they had learnt. While these experiences may not have been the most positive to reflect upon, they do shape who we become as both people and designers.

Invitations:
Spread throughout the campus library and discreetly placed onto peers' desks, these invitations displayed their feelings to create interest for the event. The copy foreshadows the outcome of the event with 'in a years time (...) won't matter' - suggesting the act of moving on.
Order of Service:
At the event, order of service booklets were handed out to guests which included the following:
An introduction, warning (to let out all emotions and mind the fire), a poem about letting go rather than a hymn as this felt disrespectful to religious ceremonies, space to write what they disliked and learnt from their dissertation, guidance on how to let go (the fire), a parting message, and party hat stencils to cut out and wear during the wake/celebration. The colours chosen represent the funeral process i.e. fire, ash/darkness, growth. This also inspired the illustration as it mixes both flames and leafs to symbolise the event.
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Ashes to ashes ... or ink?
As the bin cooled down and I was able to bring it inside I thought to myself 'what on earth am I going to do with all of this ash??'. Well Megan, you can make ink of course! Inspired by bereavement advice, I decided to write a letter to my dissertation with the ink made from the ashes and let out all of my feelings/thoughts from the experience, thus finalising the letting go journey.