Welcome to phase two - the point in your life where you're not quite sure where you fit in as an adult. Paying rent, full time job, thinking about the future - check. Living at home, quit your steady job to be a creative, thinking about escaping for your third gap year - also check. Being an adult doesn't have the same definition as it did twenty years ago. But it's okay because that's our life and we can't come and kill ourselves.