I wanted to look back on positive memories and relish in them, allowing myself to feel the pain of separation alongside the joy of what once was. Since I turned 19, I am now for the first time feeling nostalgic about childhood because I no longer remember it as if it was yesterday. I feel removed from my past self by time. I feel as though I’m “becoming a woman” and “growing up”. I have looked forward to these things my whole life, but I am so scared.
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