“I always wanted to be inside the TV, to be an entertainer” – Tierra Whack
Tierra is innately entertaining, from the way she tells ridiculous, exuberant stories to the way she poses for the camera. “I always wanted to be inside the TV,” she says when I ask about her childhood dreams, “I loved the TV so much, I used to sit in front of it like this,” – she mimes having her nose pressed up to the glass – “watching music videos and cartoons. I always wanted to be an entertainer.” But her desire to keep people smiling also feels conscientious. At one point I’m stumbling over my questions, apologetic, and she immediately points to a sign across the road: “‘You’re Beautiful’. Look, that’s a sign! I’m so happy to be here. You’re beautiful.”
Tierra talks a lot about “leading with positivity” – and at times it can feel a little starry-eyed and childlike. But, for all her references to not wanting to grow up, it’s not that she’s oblivious to the ugliness of the real world. Her songs delve into strange places of darkness, and in conversation she mentions moving from a project neighbourhood in South Philadelphia to a more affluent area with more white people: “I made white friends, and then their parents would be racist. I could just tell they hated my guts – you can feel when somebody is evil, and I think that is evil. I think everybody should love everybody.”
The real world, alluded to in her bars, is a daunting place then. Tierra talks at length about escape rooms – which she loves – as a metaphor for adulthood. “Your parents have instilled all this stuff into you, and then it’s like they put you into a box – how to think, how to eat, how to live, what’s good what’s bad – and you have 60 minutes to figure it all out,” she explains. “Then you get out, you’re free and you do whatever the fuck you want! That’s what adulthood is like. It’s scary. It’s a trap.”
“Adulthood is scary. It’s a trap” – Tierra Whack
Leading with positivity, then, comes not only in the fact she doesn’t smoke or drink, but in the way she preaches that people should follow their hearts, in spite of how terrifying that might be in the stifling framework of adulthood. “God will lead me in the right direction, I believe that,” she says, but it’s also her family who have led her down this path. While her “deadbeat dad” gets a write-off in ‘Fuck Off’, Tierra’s two younger siblings, her mother and grandmother mean the world to her.
Her mother is her best friend, she says, and she speaks lovingly of her late grandma. “She was everything to me,” she tells me. “I miss her a whole lot. I wish I could have took her somewhere like this – but she’s here, right? I’ve started to believe that. She’s watching. She’s probably like, ‘God, give me this, give me that!’”